my first thought was.... oh no not francois! they didn't know what they were in for. good for you!
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JWs At My Door This Morning
by Francois ini was standing on my front porch talking on my cell phone when three car loads of them pulled up down the street.
by the time i finished my conversation, one of the jws was standing on my sidewalk waiting for me to get off the phone.
i eventually did.
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The Voice Within
by Shytears in.
i normally never listen to christina aguilera,but one song by hers just touched my heart..its called "the voice within" omg its weird how music can do wonders and just sooth your soul for a couple of minutes...it feels awesome..i feel i can relate to every single word of this song,its everything i feel and everything i i hope for.well what songs do u really enjoy,that lift your spirits??...
i know i dont post often but guys,if i didnt have ya"ll to console me at times and get me thru my depression i would be miserable.here i have people who understand,who went thru the exact struggles and troubles im going thru,i want u guys to know i sincerly apreciate it and i mean that with all my heart..thanks guys ((((hugs)))) love,laura, .
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disease by matchbox twenty. don't remember all the words but, i think,
something like this...
feels like you made a mistake
you made somebody's heart break
but i have to let you know
i have to let you go
you left a stain
on every one of my good days
but i have to let you know
i have to let you go
noones ever turned you over
noones tried to ever let down
beautiful girl
bless your heart
i've got a disease
deep inside me baby
makes me feel uneasy
i cant live without you baby
what am i supposed to do about it?
keep your distance from me
don't pay no attention to me.....
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When Saturday Comes
by Englishman in.
it could really happen this saturday.
oh boy, i've been waiting since 1967 for this.. englishman.
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what could happen?
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really?! i had always heard that none perished.
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my sister called
by free will injehovah said, he will have an organization.
she wants me to go to the meetings and read literature to become more focused.
yeah right!
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johnny are you there?
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my sister called
by free will injehovah said, he will have an organization.
she wants me to go to the meetings and read literature to become more focused.
yeah right!
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sword of jah...i believe that larc and gophers' argument hold more weight.
ray franz may have printed his interpretation of events during his time on the bench. however, certain policies and procedures were also stated that were not opinion. i can understand the phrase vengeance falls to jehovah...but, the preaching work would benefit from a cash influx. maybe, they couldn't get a 2/3rd vote to sue ray franz. :)
james thomas...i like your dishes analogy. it's true that during very brief moments i "feel" the moment. but, honestly, i can sustain it for mere seconds.
trouble is i always have commentary, even if commented only to myself...most of the time...and i always judge myself. i believe on my tombstone they'll will quote "i'm sorry"...
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my sister called
by free will injehovah said, he will have an organization.
she wants me to go to the meetings and read literature to become more focused.
yeah right!
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jt..."go to that place in you that radiates when you feel love"...easier said than done...for me... i've found that over time i have become disassociated from my feelings. although i realize this, it's hard to tap back into them. i suppose, it's from the wbts, expecting us, to go with the flow. we are expected to be no part of this world, but that seems to be defined, in action, as voyeurs of the world. not nurturing our own thought process. in a nutshell, i've forgotten how to be me. jw's seem to be blinded not necessarily by political correctness but by spiritual correctness. so we tend to forget how to be ourselves and become what is expected of us on the outside. for me, that dual life promoted inner conflict. conflict that i did not even know was there. at least, until, dizziness and panic attacks told me there was something wrong. i don't think we were meant to live in conflict. i think we were meant to choose our own life path, regardless of the wbts...and hopefully, it would live up to what is required of us by god (or absolute rightness) not by men. keep it up jt - you are better than my therapist.
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What are your 5 favourite films of all time?
by ScoobySnax inbeen done before i'm sure, but here we go......... 5. shawshank redemption.
4. air force one.
3. wizard of oz.
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-the far pavillions (uncut hbo version) -phenomenon -any doris day flick -my blue heaven -how stella got her groove back
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my sister called
by free will injehovah said, he will have an organization.
she wants me to go to the meetings and read literature to become more focused.
yeah right!
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thanks for the info jesika. i'm only just learning all the scandals of the wbts. i will indeed check out that site. Gopher, we aren't too close emotionally or physically. at times, we try to be there for each other though. i would suggest the book to her but, i know, she'd drop it like a hot potatoe. such a good dubbie. ;) you made an interesting point as regards the word organization being actually in the bible. i wonder how she could refute that logic. JT - i'm curious to know your view on god. does he exist for you? i agree my mind is still packed with all the old beliefs and the question of what is the truth. i've been sheepish so long that i find it difficult to lead and not to follow. but, even that has taken its toll on my body, with anxiety problems that have been diagnosed. the reason for my health issues seem to point toward my inner conflict with the organization. presently, i feel there is a god and that i don't need an organization to have a relationship with him. thanks for all your support
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my sister called
by free will injehovah said, he will have an organization.
she wants me to go to the meetings and read literature to become more focused.
yeah right!
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she also said that, regarding the un scandal, that they had a reason, and it was probably part of jehovah's grand plan.!!!! ?? that he has used sinners before to help his cause. she mentioned the ethiopian eunich, where he said in a nutshell - he needed help to understand the scriptures... (her reasoning for listening to the society's 'light'...